Failed

I had a phone call and it could've been a job and I didn't answer it. I was taking a nap and so I thought I would just call them back.  Well they had a phone number that was restricted. So I was not able to call them back. I called my husband and told him. He was a little upset that I missed that phone call. I hate failing him. Sometimes, a lot of the time, I just feel like a big fat failure towards my husband, my friends,my family, God, everyone and everything. This is just a little eye opener of the fact that I am NOT who I should be, or who I want to be yet. I'm taking steps, however small they  may be, to be able to get to the place that I want to be at. In my life. I don't know how soon that will happen.  Hopefully soon. I hate disappointing people.
More later,
Alyssa