Routine

I have been saying for awhile now that I need some kind of a routine. So I feel like I'm getting stuff done every day that I need and want to do every day.  Well that still hasn't happened yet. However, I did start studying again this one book I have. One of the idiots guide books.  To help me with our business and with other things.  Saw the in- laws tonight.  I feel bad sometimes cause they only live like 15 minutes away from us and we don't see them as much as we should.  Time just seems to escape us all of the time and it seems like we don't see family and friends as much as we would like to. Just so busy with different things.  And we don't even have kids yet.   :)  Such is life sometimes.  Hopefully this weekend we can start getting more organized and plan out some different things. If not then hopefully soon.   :)
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Alyssa

Failed

I had a phone call and it could've been a job and I didn't answer it. I was taking a nap and so I thought I would just call them back.  Well they had a phone number that was restricted. So I was not able to call them back. I called my husband and told him. He was a little upset that I missed that phone call. I hate failing him. Sometimes, a lot of the time, I just feel like a big fat failure towards my husband, my friends,my family, God, everyone and everything. This is just a little eye opener of the fact that I am NOT who I should be, or who I want to be yet. I'm taking steps, however small they  may be, to be able to get to the place that I want to be at. In my life. I don't know how soon that will happen.  Hopefully soon. I hate disappointing people.
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Alyssa

Progress

I am slowly making progress with different things.  Washed some clothes today of husbands.  Picked up some around the house. I will hopefully do more tomorrow.  If anyone has any advice on how I can make some money to support a ministry that is very important to me, write me and let me know. The ministry is called Heaven's Family, if anyone wants to check it out. They help orphans and widows and other people mostly overseas. Me and my husband are just now starting to help them a little bit. Praying for the Lord to work some things out in our lives. But also looking for the Lord to bless our home, our marriage, and our business. I do not know how soon I will be able to do art and craft stuff. I'm just trying to concentrate on some of the other stuff that I want to do right now. Hopefully I can do that again soon. I've also been reading a lot. I read a book today. It was pretty good.
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Alyssa

Read

Pretty much all I did today was read.  Finished a book. And read another book today; like a quote book. Read it all in one day. Went downtown to coffee shop and library.  Didn't really do anything else today. 
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Alyssa

Bad day

Bad day yesterday.  Which is why I didn't post. Things are better now. I don't want to talk about it. Today was better.  Got some stuff done around the house.  More to do tomorrow.  Had a talk with my pastor and we prayed.  Things are looking better.  Thank God.  More tomorrow.
Alyssa

Every day

Every day I want to blog now. Starting today I want to blog for this next year. Some days it may be short but I do want to do this. I think that it's a good idea.  Today was a bit of a hard day. Family stuff.  Glad it's over.  I have so many ideas that I want to do. Hopefully I can start accomplishing some of my goals. I like learning new things.  I want to learn more and more. Every day I want to learn some new things.  Life is hard sometimes but it could be a lot worse. I want to do something productive and something arts every day as well.  I don't want to waste my time.  I want to feel like every day is an accomplishment. As you can see i have alot of dreams. Let's see what happens.
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Alyssa

Long time

Wow. I can't believe how long it has been since I have posted. Things have been going pretty good. We're doing a lot of new things with our company. All very new and exciting things. We are in Irvine for the week. On a big window cleaning job. Pretty soon I'm going to start answering the phone for our business. There's just a lot of things going on in our business that I am very excited about. I have not been doing much art and craft stuff lately. I have been reading some books though. There's this one series of books called the Creoles series. There is four books in the series. It is very very good. It is about these for girls in their lives. It's a Christian book ; I highly recommend these books. I'm looking forward to what God is doing in our lives and in our business.  Also I got a couple of those dummies books. To learn more about social media marketing. Like Facebook and blogs and lots of other social media network. So I can use that for our business, and also just for me. Hopefully this next week I can start doing art and craft stuff again. And read some of those dummie books. And start answering the phone for our business. I look forward to what's going to happen with me and my husband the rest of this year. 
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Alyssa